The Two Three Step!

So, We meet again Blogger. It has been quite awhile, and many things have changed. Before on this blog you talked about your Edison Community College Education and living at home with your parents! In the year 2011 I had graduated and just begun my schooling at Edison. I was working at the Dollar General. I was also very sadly spending my weekends being FOREVER ALONE. I met alot of really influential people a year after this blog. First of all Tumblr and I had a short relationship, and I was not writing very much. My days were spent looking at cat videos and House quotes. I still spend time with Tumblr on my Saturday nights looking at Attack on Titan memes. In 2012 I met Jacob Rose because I began obsessively playing Mass Effect 3. I met a fellow named Nathaniel Kulinski. The best way I can describe him is existential, reading atlas shrugged, and Dan Brown novels we became quick friends. He introduced me to my boyfriend Jacob whom I have been with since 2012. Two years is a long time for a relationship believe it or not. We spent the next several months apart until he moved here in June of last year. We have been making it work in my little town in Ohio. Secondly, I am still working at the Dollar General (didn't think I would still be here). I actually had got the courage to quit because Dollar General is a place of poison. Until the job I had for most of 2013 did not pan out. I worked in assisted living, and enjoyed every resident there. Three years ago I was studying Japanese and now I have changed my major (shocker). So the Dollar General called me back since I needed work and here I am again. (maybe not for long). Thirdly, as mentioned before my Major is now in the medical field. I would like to be an LPN and earn the big bucks lol. So I am currently attending School online while working the pit of hell! It isn't all horrible though. Fourthly, I have been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety since 2011 and am currently working through my issues, but don't worry (people who never read my blog) I am ok and getting through it! So, Moving out and starting a relationship, switching my major and being sick have all changed me since I started this blog. I hope we can have some happier times Blogger and hope to see you in the future! I will be writing on here more often! Well off to bed Without Wax, Bre

So You're Poor...

Everyday I'm Tumblr-in

ok, so no hard feelings blogger,but I really enjoy having a tumblr. This isn't me breaking up with you. I still love you all the same, It's not you.....it's me.

03HAB's first attempt at a podcast.

here we go!!

Alright, so as November rolls around again this year along comes Thanksgiving,Leaves changing and Nanowrimo. Now, lets talk about Thanksgiving. It is a wonderful time for family to come together, and sit down to a wonderful meal, although this year I have decided to change my lifestyle as far as my eating habits go I am now going to eventually go Vegan. I'm in a transitional phase of this process, so right now I eat fish as well. As far as Thanksgiving goes, uh it is definantly going to be a different year for me. So, as far as Thanksgiving goes we will see.

Next, The leaves are changing and it is beautiful this time of year. I enjoy the orange and yellow colors on the trees. I think we are going to have an early winter this year. I feel it in meh gullet (lame guardians of Ga'hool reference), but I just had to point out how beautiful it was outside.

Third Nanowrimo, I have tossed around so many ideas, but I still have not decided on a novel subject this year. Uhg, I am also kind of dreading it this year, but I always end up dreading it at first then completely loving it. Right now I can say that I dislike it, but I know I will end up loving it! I just still need a decent subject. Also just a quick sidebar, I am watching ET true hollywood story older women into younger men addition, It is a bit disturbing. Anyway here we go November! Bring on the Pumpkin Pie!

12:52 am blues...

I really wish I could sleep, due to the fact that I have a math test tomorrow. I need to be awake at six am, and I am still awake....uhg. I would like October to be filled with as much sleep as possible to compensate for the lacking of sleep next month for NANOWRIMO. I find I can't sleep, and I DON'T KNOW WHY?

also, I was on facebook tonight and I saw something worth mentioning. Take into consideration I offend people easily just by having an opinion. I'm tired of looking up and down the home page of facebook, and feeling disappointed. Now, usually I don't pay attention to much of the "crap" yes I said "crap" on the homepage, unless my close friend posts a status or I feel like posting one. Now I understand people want to complain about things, they are perfectly free to do that. I think what makes me mad is when I see statuses like "Omg I love facebook" (obviously in a sarcastic tone) or statuses like "Why does every picture on facebook look like someone who is constipated...really facebook" If you are going to complain about a social networking site; DON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT THE ONE YOU ARE ON!! Posting statuses about complaining about facebook, on facebook just makes you contradictory. If you are really upset with facebook there are many other means to get yourself heard on the internet.


third, I'm in some serious need of a change right now. I feel I need to make some serious changes in my life. Now that i'm 18 I want to state that I HATE ANIMAL CRUELTY. Really, hurting an animal should be treated like hurting a human. (maybe i should become a vegetarian). I refuse to except the fact that people shouldn't care about animals getting hurt.

Change 1; having an opinion no matter what anyone thinks. (there is a fine line between having an opinion and being a bitch...I understand)

Change 2; I'm so lazy with certain things. Stop being lazy! (the sad part is i'm not lazy all the time only sometimes how???)

Change 3; working out at least for a half hour a day. (i was doing well for a long time, but now I've slipped back into my coma of lazy-ness)


So, those are what I'm going to work on until Christmas, in which i will track my progress. Hopefully things happen, and I can give my self a make over (for lack of a better description)




Finally, I really wanna go to sleep, but it's SOOO HOT IN HERE! uhg......

BALIO

Vlogging a-lot in October. So I totally didn't keep up with blog everyday in August (BEDA), Mostly because I didn't have the means to do it before just for the mere fact that I didn't have a laptop before. All I had was a xoom which was cool, but it was not very innovative in the typing department. Now I actually have a full screen to look at my blogging experience will become much easier, and a bit neater. Since my screen is not on a tablet I can actually see the words I'm writing. It's wonderful to actually get back to blogging again! I'm on Skype right now, and I really love Skype. I decided to write my english paper on it :] hahah that's me though! looking forward to blogging tomorrow :] See you guys later! BALIO (which sounds so wrong, i need another name lol)