12:52 am blues...

I really wish I could sleep, due to the fact that I have a math test tomorrow. I need to be awake at six am, and I am still awake....uhg. I would like October to be filled with as much sleep as possible to compensate for the lacking of sleep next month for NANOWRIMO. I find I can't sleep, and I DON'T KNOW WHY?

also, I was on facebook tonight and I saw something worth mentioning. Take into consideration I offend people easily just by having an opinion. I'm tired of looking up and down the home page of facebook, and feeling disappointed. Now, usually I don't pay attention to much of the "crap" yes I said "crap" on the homepage, unless my close friend posts a status or I feel like posting one. Now I understand people want to complain about things, they are perfectly free to do that. I think what makes me mad is when I see statuses like "Omg I love facebook" (obviously in a sarcastic tone) or statuses like "Why does every picture on facebook look like someone who is constipated...really facebook" If you are going to complain about a social networking site; DON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT THE ONE YOU ARE ON!! Posting statuses about complaining about facebook, on facebook just makes you contradictory. If you are really upset with facebook there are many other means to get yourself heard on the internet.


third, I'm in some serious need of a change right now. I feel I need to make some serious changes in my life. Now that i'm 18 I want to state that I HATE ANIMAL CRUELTY. Really, hurting an animal should be treated like hurting a human. (maybe i should become a vegetarian). I refuse to except the fact that people shouldn't care about animals getting hurt.

Change 1; having an opinion no matter what anyone thinks. (there is a fine line between having an opinion and being a bitch...I understand)

Change 2; I'm so lazy with certain things. Stop being lazy! (the sad part is i'm not lazy all the time only sometimes how???)

Change 3; working out at least for a half hour a day. (i was doing well for a long time, but now I've slipped back into my coma of lazy-ness)


So, those are what I'm going to work on until Christmas, in which i will track my progress. Hopefully things happen, and I can give my self a make over (for lack of a better description)




Finally, I really wanna go to sleep, but it's SOOO HOT IN HERE! uhg......